I never knew why love is so beautiful.
Never did I know love is so powerful.
It can lift an empty person way up high to the sky,
yet drop them down from above.

You have once lifted me way too high.
till the extend that I cant see anyone other people,
except yourself.
The feeling of it had brought smiles to my face everyday.
As time passes,
as the wind blows,
the cloud thickens,
the sky darkens,
i could feel the droplets of water in my face.
Little did I know that it's not just some water vapor.
I can see you,
but the vision gets more blur,
the actions gets lesser.
And now,
all I can see a plain black sky,
where no others is around.
even the brightest star had not shine on me.
The droplets of water gets heavier,
and dropped me down to the ground with it.
It's a miracle that i lived,
dropping from the distance.
But I landed on my head,
and the impact is real hard.
All I can remember now is just those happy moments,
happy moments when i spent my days with you,
shopping,
eating,
playing,
singing songs,
taking bus together home,
trying out new flavors of water,
catching bears,
teasing each other,
sleeping together,
hugging you to sleep while you will cuddle in my arms.
I will never forget the days all this happens.
But my love is returned with no love.
That kind of feeling,
majority of the people don't know,
but I know.
And now,
All I'm left is to be at the ground with so many other strangers,
strangers that I have never met when I'm up so high in the sky.
The feeling of being alone now,
its unbearable.

If I'm left with one choice,
either to have my last breath or you,
I would rather choose to have my last breath to say that I love you.

Dear god,
Please do not let me be alone in this whole, I do not like the feeling. If you tell me that you can return me the girl I loved the most with the exchange of my life, I can do it. Even if it's just a day experience, I will thank you with all my heart. I just want to feel the love back for one day, and I will be contented. Please allow my to have this opportunity to do and say what I could not throughout my life.
Larry.